So it’s been so long since I posted on here that I hardly have anything to say as far as the blog’s substance actually goes. So I figure I just give you all an update on what’s going on these days…
I’m working on a website, www.loudnklear.webs.com…not yet ready but it’s a clash of all the hip hop blogs. It’ll be pretty dope if it’s successful.
Unfortunately, my emotions are clouding my judgement lately though. Figured I’d vent to get it all out and what better place than a blog.
I’m extremely tired all the time…struggling with depression is a hard thing to deal with. You try not to let it get the best of you, and anyone who’s ever dealt with these things can relate. I’ve been struggling for months with suicidal thoughts, and you know what, I’m doing alright in this fight. I’m finding value in my life although I don’t see much at times…I just can’t leave my friends and family or even my associates like that. I’ve sat around literally researching the easiest way to kill a body without much pain and I’ve determined that life is hard and suicide is cowardice. Depression is no joke though…I should probably ask for help, but I have wayyyyy too much pride not to deal with this on my own. Let it be known, I’m not asking for your attention…I post what I feel because honestly, I just need a ventilation source…I really don’t care who thinks what of me. On to the next bullet.
I’m cold as hell right now…lol
Still working at walmart and seeking new employement, not that…I could use attention on lol.
Otherwise things are just dandy. Life’s sweet and coming along fairly well. I’ll keep you all posted on the progress of Loud N Klear… but in the meantime you can follow us on twitter @L0udNKlear … and if you’re an artist, submit your material to WeAreLoudNKlear@gmail.com we give everyone a chance…not on that worldstar type judgement either…We will give you an opportunity to be featured…the public decides your run.
Thats it for now…